Updates!

Week two of no "him" and I couldn't be better. I really thought that ending it this second time was going to be difficult, but it hasn't been. I know I'm better off. I even had to do some one on one work with him today - no problems. If anything he felt more uncomfortable than me.
As for the friend back home, Chad, it appears he may be more serious about the moving to Florida thing than I originally thought. I talked to him today (he likes to call while I'm at work) and he's saying that things could work out so that he is here after Christmas. I'm as excited about the idea as I am nervous. But I guess that's a good thing. If I were too relaxed about the whole thing I would only be setting myself up for trouble. I'm still holding on to the "I'll believe it when I see it" concept - but the possibility is still exciting!

There Were Good Intentions

I really meant to follow through with the whole, "He's outta here" thing. But let's face it - the heart can be very powerful sometimes.
So I allowed "him" to hang around for another week. Then I had a conversation with one of his friends that convinced me I was right to go with the gut. This time I actually INFORMED him that I was done - so there was no way I could back out of it. A week later we've barely spoken and I've yet to see him. The best part - I'm really not missing him.
I've been talking to another guy. A guy from back home. He wants to move to Florida and marry me. Is he serious? That's a damn good question. Time will tell. Am I considering his proposal? Sure. Not to sound nonchalant about the whole thing, but he's a good guy. And I've never really given a good guy a chance. So, who knows. He could move here and things really work out and the girl who thought she'd never marry - just might.