Be Careful What You Ask For
The last week has opened my eyes. I realize this is a long time coming. And a lot of people are probably going to tell me, "I told you so." But a heart can't be rushed into decisions like the one mine made last night.
I am done with "him." Done as in no more "visits." Done as in I'm no longer the mat for him to wipe his feet on. You can't take the best parts of me and not give me something in return.
I won't get into details as to what happened that brought me to this place. I will say that I should have known better than to ever think a relationship would work in my favor.
A friend called last night to see how I was doing. He told me he was worried about me. He didn't think it was good the way I only leave my house to go to work or the store. He was concerned that I was falling too far into the dark well of being single that Iwould never find my way out. He told me to get out - meet people. He told me to meet someone who will care about me for me.
I have to agree with him. I think it may be too late.
posted by k @ 7:45 AM
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No way, can I actually make a comment? Hm. Let's see if this works.
It worked! :) Didn't know I could leave a comment without subscribing. Anyhow, I just wanted to say, you are loved by a ton of people, including ME! Based on other things you've mentioned in previous writings, I'm in major support of this difficult choice you made. And - it is certainly NOT too late.
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