Oh WoW!

I have a lot to share this post. I'm not sure where to begin so I'll start with the easiest:

I have another blog. It's a little lighter in subject - more of a "this is what happened today" type blog instead of "this is what's on my mind" type blog. I don't know exactly how many faithful readers I have - how interesting can I possibly be? - but they should check out the other site. Not to mention that I'm hoping more people catch on to this craze - it's quite addictive and yet entertaining!

So, the address to the new one is www.myspace.com/krazykenz

And now for the doozy.

I called "him" last night. Ever since the whole "confession" he's been friendly - but distant. So, I finally mustered up the courage to call and ask if we would ever get back to the way things were. I miss hanging out, I miss the romantic mushy gushy stuff, I miss him. This is pretty much what he said word for word - you people (if ya'll are out there) need to give me some feed back.

Me: Do you think we'll ever get back to the way things were?
Him: I think so. We just need to be cool for a while (his way of saying we need to just be friends).
Me: Well, I just hate how distant we are. I don't know exactly what was said, but from what Kim told me I poured it all out. I won't take back what I said, because it was the truth, but I just hope it hasn't ruined things between us. I didn't want to cause trouble.
Him: Well, it did cause trouble, but it's not your fault. I should have made sure things were wrapped up before we got together. I need to get this divorce finalized - and I've been working on that this week. But you have to know I'm not in a rush to get back in to something serious.
Me: I understand that. And even though I admitted how I felt, I have never expected anything from you. I understand what you are going through and I don't want to make things harder.

Then we kinda drifted on to the subjects of the dogs again. (Which I'm trying to find a home for the two Shih Tzus - if anyone has any ideas.)

So, I'm feeling slightly better about everything. We finally laid it out on the table. And he didn't brush me aside or play it off like a joke. He actually TALKED to me. Which I consider to be a good sign. I said something about feeling awkward - he said he was trying to keep me from feeling that way. Which he's tried. I just miss him so damn much.

What do you think? Is there still hope? I'm going to continue playing it cool. Give him time and space. Let him see that I respect his wishes.