Time to Vent

Ok, I've been holding a lot of stuff in for most of the week, and if I don't get some of it out I'm going to explode.
"He" managed to come up with every possible excuse he could to not have to see me this week. Oh, he talks about how he can't wait to get together, how he misses hanging out with me, he teases me with thoughts of what we'll do together - but bottom line is he never shows. He left today telling me that "maybe" we can get together tomorrow. Which translated means, "fat chance in hell." He is promising that we get together next week, but I've already decided I will not ask him when. I will not even bring the subject up. When I see him on Monday it will be business as usual.
My friends, or the people who call themselves my friends, have pretty much disappeared. There was talk about going out tonight for Amanda's birthday, but I never got the call with the details. So I watched a movie and now I'm goofing on here.
I think my brother has to work tomorrow at the zoo, which means I'll have the house to myself. I plan to do nothing. Maybe clean up a bit, but nothing serious. I would really like to lay out or maybe start work on the yard - but it's supposed to rain AGAIN tomorrow. You can definitely tell it's hurricane season again.
Work is ok... Ok, no it's not. That's a lie. Work sucks. I've lost motivation. Granted, I have the house to think of, but the work has become so routine. And some of the people are on my last nerve. Between the whining, rude manners, lack of respect and goofing off - I don't see what the point is in killing myself to do exceptionally well if none of my co-workers are. I told my boss today that I need a vacation. That everything everyone does is bugging the hell out of me and that if I don't get a chance to revamp I'm likely to blow a gasket.
Thank god my mini-vacation is coming up. Cocoa Beach - here I come! I can't wait to see Kim. It's been like 2 or 3 years. And it will be fun introducing Leslie to her. We should have an awesome weekend! Besides, what more could a girl need for her birthday than beach, boys, buds, and booze?
What's funny, is right now my closest pals are the girls from the forum. They know more about "him" and the rekindled relationship than anyone else. We talk about how we'd like to all meet up someday. It would be cool. Of all of them, I see myself meeting Leslie, and maybe, Claudia H. before Claudia and Lili. Either way they are a kick ass group of chicks and they like to pick apart Kenny's marriage and the other forum members as much as I do. We're so evil sometimes - but it sure is fun! Not to mention they are the first people I let into this little world. I don't know if they really enjoy reading my whacked out thoughts, but I get the feeling they check in from time to time. (if any of ya'll are reading - leave comments - it'd be cool to hear your thoughts as they hit you)
Ok, I'm getting tired. I worked 11 hours today. I've got an intense craving for ice cream, my couch, and some tv.