Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Such a Funk

I have been in such a funk lately. I don't know what my problem is. Every little thing has been annoying the hell out of me. Maybe it's all of the hours I've been pulling. We just opened the new office... so I've been the lucky one setting things up and moving stuff around. I worked 61 hours last week alone. By the time I get home my day is shot. I do a few house hold chores and I'm ready for bed.
That has to be the problem. I've been so focused on doing and getting and taking care of for everyone around me and I've totally ignored my own needs. I'm drained. And to make matters worse I have no one to talk to about any of it.
I am so sick of being single. And yet, I'm starting to feel like it is my destiny. I don't envision myself ever finding my Prince. Part of me says that's ok. I don't need someone. I like my freedom. Part of me says that I'm being screwed in the deal. I need someone I can love and who will love me. Someone I can talk to and listen to. I deserve it. After all the things I've done for so many people... it's the least I can ever want.

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